I decide on my own future.

Watching 'The Holiday' now & it's 2.06am, thank god i have no work later. Looking forward to Christmas celebration with family later as well, then i finally have something to blog about soon! :D

So i got my 'N' level results on 17th, like every other sec 4NA students~ My results was not bad i guess, i made improvement for all my subjects if i compare it side by side with my prelim results, but still i am pretty disappointed~

ENGLISH: 3
COMBINED HUMANITIES: 5
MATHEMATICS: 3
SCIENCE: 5
DESIGN & TECHNOLOGY: 2
CHINESE: UNKNOWN

Well, for Chinese, i take 'O' level Chinese so didn't take 'N' level Chinese that's why i have no results for that, have to wait till January, but I don't think that will make much a difference to my results, no matter what i still can't go for Poly Foundation Programme(PFP).

OMG THAT'S LIKE THE BEST ROMANCE MOVIE EVERRRRRR OMG :') JUDE LAW IS HOT AS HELL, I AM SO IN LOVE RIGHT NOW. WHY DOES MOVIE LOVE ALWAYS SEEMS SO PERFECT, YET IT DOESN'T REALLY HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE, WHY?! :( THAT'S THE THING WITH MOVIE, THEY ALWAYS MOVE ME, BUT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SHIT WHEN I KNOW IT NEVER WILL HAPPEN TO ME IN REAL LIFE SITUATIONS. URGH. THE HOLIDAYS, I LOVE IT! EVERYONE GO WATCH IT K!

Okay, so i was blogging while watching and it just ended, i needed a moment :') I was just so amazingggg.

As i was saying, my results are disappointing, i can't get into PFP, then i knew i needed to make decisions, so after talking to teachers, my mum, my aunt, some of my friends, I made a decision to go to ITE instead of Sec 5NA, don't ask me why, no particular reason, and everything had already been taken into consideration, so if you are going to talk things around me to go Sec 5, save it. I've already sent in my application, in fact, i just went to check my posting results.

So the course i want to take was Business Studies (Event Management), but my mum thinks that if i take that course, my choices in the future will be narrowed down a lot even though it is business, so she asked my godma to talk to me and she convinced me to change my mind, so i chose Business Studies (Administration). Not as excited, but i am willng to try :)

I sent in my application on 19th, and today is actually the released of the posting results and guess what, they put me in Banking Sevices.. I was super super shocked.. I knew i had to appeal.. So i did, results of my appeal will be released on 28th, a day after my birthday, hopefully a good belated birthay present, since my early Christmas present is not a very good one..

Everything is still in a mess now and i hope things will get better soon! Looking forward to 2013. but first, Christmas then MY BIRTHDAY! <3

Bye for now :)


Thank you for reading, lots of love from Sally xx