I have 2 things i want to talk about today. Both things makes me so happy :')
So first up! During the holidays i decided to start a website to sell apparels and some other stuff, i discussed with my mum about the idea & she supported me! So for many many days i've been working really hard on the website! I REALLY WORK DAMN HARD & LONG & PUT IN A LOT OF EFFORT OK! Now i can finally say I AM DONE! My aim was to complete it before school starts(which is tomorrow) & I did it! Now i can't wait to launch it, which i will do it on 1st October 2013! I hope business will be gooddd! I really want to earn extra cash for myself. I'm a poor kid. (Actually i just don't know how to save :/) Anyway, if you are keen to take a look at my website first hand, here is the link: CLICK HEREWill be starting to take orders only on 1st October so go back to the site again by then if you are keen to get something okay?! :-* Just a little extra about how me and my mum came out with the name for our site. I swear it's so hard to come up with a good and satisfying name.. Not really satisfied with this one, but it's the best we could think of as of now, so yeah~ The name of our website is WWW.JAYASSTIQUE.WEEBLY.COM. The name is actually just the first letter of each of our name which is 'J' & 'S', but instead of just putting 'J' & 'S' we decided to make it longer, so 'J' became 'JAY' & 'S' became 'ASS'. 'TIQUE' is the shorter version of 'BOUTIQUE' :) So that is how we came out with our name! ;) Oh and did i mention how much i hate that i hate to put up with .WEEBLY.COM ?! I wished i had my own domain like simply just WWW.JAYASSTIQUE.COM. It sounds and look so much more professional~ But too bad i can't afford to buy my own domain, so i guess i just have to suck it up for the time being.. Yeah so this is the first happy thing that i wanted to talk about :) SECOND! Yesterday i finally got to check my results & i can't explain how happy i am & how proud i am of myself. I was on the bus when i was checking my results & when i saw it, i literally bawled my eyes out on the bus, not even kidding. I texted my mum and my boyfriend first hand, cause i wanted to share my joy with them :') After that for the rest of the day i couldn't wipe away the idiotic smile on my face every time i think about my result, even until now actually :') It's like the happiest day of my life. I haven't gotten good results for the longest time. I think the last time was in primary school? So this set of results was really the best thing ever so far for the longest time :') Okay, after talking so much about my results, i shall post a screenshot of my results on here. I didn't tell anybody else except my mum & boyfriend, cause i didn't want people to think that i'm bragging or anything. Posting here is safe too cause nobody actually read my blog anyway (except for my boyfriend, i know he will! so sean if you are seeing this, HELLOOOOO <3 hahas) Not the best but it's the best to me :') OH OH OH & i got the first distinction in my life! I work so hard for that distinction & i got it :') AHHHHHHHHH TYPING THIS WHOLE CHUNK MADE ME SO HYPED AGAIN :') OKAY OKAY it's time to show my results :')
Okay so that's it for this blogpost! Such a happy day :') Talk to ya'll soon! <3
Don't worry my blog doesn't have explicit content. *wink*
Hello.
I just really didn't have anything to do so i decided to come on here and write shit about my shitty life yeah. So holidays are coming to an end, all i can say is that i've wasted my whole holidays doing nothing but lying around my house using my laptop, all day. Not even joking. I spent like 85% of the time at home, i just don't have anything better to do.. My life is boring. I don't even want to admit to it, but i just have to. But i kind of like having nothing on rather than having to go out and prepare myself and shit, but in a long run it kinda gets really really boring. All i've been doing at home and on my laptop is twitter, tumblr, and mainly watching movies, a lot of movies. I can safely say i've almost watch 30 movies my whole holidays. #notjoking Other than that, i eat, sleep, do workouts, go jogging with my mum almost every night, go for training, go for family gathering, go out with my boyfriend & honestly, nothing much. Sad life huh. I guess i am really getting use to this. So much for wanting a fun and fruitful holidays. Kiss my ass man. Okay i am done updating my whole holidays. Short and sweet, straight to the point. Bye. Have a good life.
This blog is dead since a long time ago, so from the heading, it obviously means i am going to revive this blog and start afresh! *wide smile*
Main reason is because now that i got a new laptop, im sure i wont be as lazy to come on here since now i can use my laptop in the room! *even wider smile* Previously i was still using a desktop that's why~
So make 9/9/13 is new beginning for this blog and for me! Yay! Cheers.
So now i have a few things i need to do, first is to change my banner, since i changed my url AGAIN. (tough work i swear) Then i have to know how exactly am i going to run this blog~ Okay at least i have things to do for hols! ;) K Bye.
So i kind of guessed nobody is reading because of my lack of updates, that's why i decided to blog about something more personal, but if you read, you read it, if you don't then you don't. I just need somewhere to rant about stuff & make myself feel better, because honestly, I've never felt so shitty in my life EVER.
So just 3 days back, which is 31st May, me and my mum kind of got into a HUGE fight, VERBAL fight. It's kind of just the two of us living together which makes it so damn easy to get into an argument, which i never even wanted to start.. It basically all comes down to financial stuff and my attitude & what not. It's just a chance for her to bring me down and make me feel worthless. So here is the story.
One day i went to visit the doctor to get my pelvis ultra scan done(because i have really bad menstrual cramp & the doctor asked me to go for the scan) & the following week (which is the day i quarreled with my mum), i went to see the doctor for consultation to get my report, for some reason i was referred to SGH for a specialist to further look into the report, so of course that means more $$$ needed to be spent.
(before i went home something happen betweet me and my bf, but i don't need to say it, so i shall save it.)
I went home and told my mum about the referral & she just started her story of how doctors like to trick patients into getting more scans, more consultations when the patient is actually fine. Then she said things like if she were to go for a full body check up she would be 'found' to have many problems and doctors would told her to go for this and that scan, a whole list of it, just cause they found something wrong (which might not be serious) wrong in some part of the body. I know her point is that, we might be fine, but doctors just want to earn more money by telling us patients that there is something minor wrong with them and they would just recommend them to go for scans and they would, which allows doctors to earn more money. I mean yes, that can be true, but there might be something really wrong with us right. Just because she experienced many of this cases and she found out actually she has nothing wrong, doesn't mean it applies to everybody right. That is what really pisses me off. She assumes everything & then just say whatever she wants without giving a damn about how people would feel about it. But at end of the day, i still agree that doctors sometimes exaggerate patients medical condition, to make them a lil paranoid, which leads to them spending money to get checkups done and shit, but there is always another side of story, which is my point. Then we quarreled over like comparison stuff. My mum loves to compare me with my sis and she did, so i felt really upset when she said those things so i cried. I am girl, i cry a lot. I was tearing up so bad i ignored whatever my mum said and she gave up talking to me so i just hid in my room and cried. Then my bf texted me asking if i am hungry, i say i am not, and he called me asking if i'm hungry, i say i am not, then he texted my and say he left a chocolate bar outside my place, i think he thought i didn't want to see him after what happen just now(the part i didn't want to say) so he just left the chocolate there, which i assume he is nearby my place and since he he didn't know what happen between me and my mum, i just asked him if he could come up to my place as i was feeling really down, and he did came. He still didn't know what happen and i refuse to tell him as well, so he just cuddled and hug me to comfort me, which makes me feel better and i appreciate that a lot & the fact that it was really late already, he still made the effort to come down to my place to get me chocolate and even came to my place itself <3 He left when i wanted to go to bed already. That kind of end that night(31st May), but it is not really the end.
Next morning.
Reason why i don't like to wake up early is because of my mum, i always pretend i am still sleeping when she walks in just so i don't have to communicate with her. But i couldn't escape it.. So that morning(1st June), i woke up, did my wash up and continue staying in bed because i have nothing better to do. Other than going to school with my mum for some school stuff which didn't happen, you'll know why later. & guess what, she continued her nag from yesterday & add a few stuff.. she add on things like saying how menstrual cramp is normal & it might just be another symptoms of menses so there is not much big of deal about it, and menstrual cramps happen to everybody & there is no way we can define how painful is it because how well each women can handle the pain is different, so it's not possible to define the pain, and her point is to tell me that maybe it wasn't that painful at all, i just couldn't handle the pain & making a whole drama exaggerating it, which pisses me off even more, because i am a girl who can handle pain quite well just that she dont know it. But the cramps are just ridiculously painful, she just don't understand, but she just acts like she knows me.. Then it comes down to my boyfriend. I told her how my bf always care for me when i a having my cramps & how she doesn't give a damn & all she asked me to do is to take pills, so she said, 'you are having cramps, how do you expect me to show care to you, there is nothing really much i can do right, i know Sean(my bf) care for you, comfort you, because that is what he should do & also it's normal when girl sees her bf and exaggerates a lil more of the pain to gain more care and love.' THIS PISSES ME OFF BIG TIME OH MY GOODNESS I COULDN'T COMPREHEND THAT ANGER. HOLY SHIT. She says i put on act especially when my bf is around, come on mum, i know you do that, but i don't okay, i am not an attention seeking bitch that needs sympathy, i can take care of myself and he is just a bonus for me & i am lucky to have him. I felt so insulted, like i don't even know man..
Moving on.
Not only that, my mum talks about how i was reacting to what she is talking about(which the whole chunk above) & says that i just think she is bullshitting and stuff & i replied in a very like 'because-you-say-so-that's-why-i-decided-to-do-that' kind of way.. The way i reply was(after she said everything), 'Then i don't go for the follow up lah, anyway it's not big deal, if everyone is having the pain that i have, there is no need for me to go what' I answered like that and she is also not happy, i really don;t know what she wants. Then we got so into the topic we started yelling at each other, i just started crying my eyes out cause i am angry & i disagree with everything she says about me. I told her 'YOU DON'T ACT LIKE YOU KNOW ME, YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH, NO CAUSE YOU NEVER EVEN TALK TO ME, I'M ALWAYS ALONE & YOU ARE ALWAYS DOING YOUR OWN STUFF, YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME' then she yelled at me back to, which was basically the same thing that i say, but from her P.O.V. Then she was so mad she almost slapped me and hit me in a not-so-slappy way. But she didn't hit me. I was too old for that i guessed. But we still quarreled pretty crazily till the extent that i couldn't take it any more, i put on my clothes, and just storm off the house. I was bawling my eyes out, i couldn't breath from all the mucus stuck in my nose & it's just hard to catch my breath, and the first thing i did was called my bf. I was crying over the phone and shit, saying i wanted to go find him & so i did. I went to the void deck below his house & i was still crying, because i was so hurt by the words my mum said and he tried comforting me, but i wasn't answering him when he asked me what happen, i wasn't prepared to say the whole thing, i might just break down even more, so i kind of just had the moment to myself until i saw him taking out his books to study then i decided to just ask him to go back & study, i can be alone. At that moment i just felt that i am so annoying, i am burden to everybody & nobody likes me being around. So i decided to just walk away, it took quite sometime to ask my bf to go home and leave me alone, but he eventually did. When I left him, i was still in tears, more tears actually, i didn't know what to do, then i realise how i alone i am, nobody actually really cares, they are just more curious than anything else. Which really hit me. I took a long walk, really long, i just kept walking and walking and walking, for at least 3-4 hours I've been walking, sweating like crazy and smelling bad.. i cleared my mind and those tears just stop flowing down, i was like brain dead, just walking around. No feelings no nothing, i just felt lost and depress, to the extent that i think if i were to die at the moment, somebody would pop a champagne and celebrate my death.. It was really one of the worst feelings ever. I was so alone i couldn't even feel the existence of anybody around me. Death was so close to me. I felt worthless, i felt like a burden, i felt like i was nothing. It was horrible. It's like a walk to hell and i don't even know what pulled me out from there.It's not even the end.
My mum text me about the school event that we were suppose to attend together, and said i better be home immediately, because i was irresponsible and showing attitude. So i told her i am not giving any attitude, i just don't feel like going and she flipped again, so we started the quarreling thing again, but this time over the phone. I know it's my fault to not go with her, but i wasn't in a good condition to go with her, so i told her over the phone nicely, but i don't what's wrong with her, she took it as an excuse to start another argument with me, which lasted when i took bus 88 from Pasir Ris all the way to Toa Payoh and then back again, but to a bus stop that was just before the expressway to Pasir Ris. When i got off it was just nice that my mum send me 'Nvm' and the whole thing stop. I was lost again, so i just sat down at the bus stop, waiting for nothing, just sitting down there staring into blank space. Soon after my bf text me that, it's going to rain and asked me where am i. I told i was sheltered and there is no need to worry, he was worried and we texting awhile, he said he wanted to come find me, but i just didn't want to see anybody, really. I just wanted to be alone. How ironic huh, i always complain how much i hate being alone & now when my bf wants to accompany i am pushing him away.. In the end, we came to a conclusion that i can be alone until night then will send me home, cause he just had to make sure i am safely home, i understood his concern and so i said yes. In between when we were texting, the rain just came pouring down like mad and guess what, for the first 10mins i was just sitting at the bus stop like an idiot, letting the rain rain on me. Everybody at the bus stop was rushing in the bus or busy sheltering themselves, nobody was sitting at the seats because it was wet and the rain has no mercy at all. but i was the only one sitting down there, letting the rain get me & i started shivering, my mouth was shaking badly as well, i really couldn't take it so i stood up and walk towards the shelter, but the shelter wasn't really helping and i was really freezing already so i ran into the void deck, found a corner where there is no way rain can get me and just a little bit of wind. I was feeling better, but i was still shaking like mad, chills, BIG CHILLS down my spine for over a hundreds of times.. That feeling was awful. I was cold, hungry, thirsty, drenched, smelly. I didn't eat anything since i woke up and i just storm out of the house with no money, what an idiot right. I felt 2 of the worst feelings in a day, that is how bad my day was. I felt so pathetic, almost like a begger, except i didn't beg for anything.
Anyway
I made my way down to Compass Point when the rain wasn't that heavy anymore, when i got to a flight of stairs and reached the last step, i slipped and fell because i was wearing slipper that has no friction at all.. The guys behind me was giggling, not sure if they were giggling at me or not, but i was so embarrassed i stood rooted to the ground for at least 5-10mins before i made my way to Compass Point. I can't even explain how bad that day was.. Sigh. When i got to compass point i remembered my bf got me a Starbucks mini card which has 2 complimentary drinks inside so i decided to go get a drink. & with my mental state at that time, i got a freaking venti size white chocolate mocha ICE BLENDED. I felt killing myself swallowing down that drink. I had no choice, i was really thirsty.. I was so stupid i could have got the hot one but i don't even know what i was thinking and got the ice blended one.. i was indoor and i still kept shaking and shivering when drinking it cause i t was so cold.. I don't know if i should be blessed that i got a drink or angry that i was so cold and i made myself feel worst by drinking a ice blended drink.. After that drink i went to hide in the toilet till the time i was suppose to meet my bf, which is 7pm outside KOI. It was warm inside the toilet so i just had to stay inside. Thank god i asked my bf to get a t shirt for me and thank god for him he brought a jacket for me.. i was really in bad state, i couldn't even believe how i pulled through that day.. I was so glad he came and when i saw him i gave him the first smile of that day. I love him so much. I accompanied him to dinner and then my phone died, my sis had to called my bf and tell me how my mum is crying over the phone when talking to her and asked me to go home and stuff, i promised i would go back, but only if my mum is already asleep when i got home. So that period of time from i met my bf to i got home, like i said we went for dinner & then i accompany him to study before he send me home and accompany me at home. I am really glad i have him in my life. He is like my pillar, my strength to move on in life. I always have breakdowns and he is very often the one that pick me up when that happens & I love him very very much.
I dedicate this song to him, because i can relate to it very well <3
So this ends of my ranting post or i should call it story. Don't judge me, you don't know me & NO i am not trying gain sympathy from anybody, i was just trying to tell my own story on my own blog. Deal with it. Bye love you all. And yes i do have mild depression, no big deal. Bye again.
Hello there, again.
So what's up? *wide smile*
Just a quick one, just had to talk about my day today(yesterday) ;D
So it was a girl day out with my girls, Faith & Roxanne <3 We met up in the afternoon to go school & get the new uniform, so this is how the uniform looks like:
yup so that is the new uniform, it cost forty freaking bucks.. it looks so normal~ oh well~
MOVING ON.
After getting our uniform, we train down to Somerset to get EwF! We also had long talk about ROMANTIC stuff & bleh blah bleh hahas ;) I just love long talks while eating, like just chillin' hahas <3
Then Roxanne had to leave for a movie thing with her family if im not wrong, so me and Faith just went to window shop a bit and chilled at Cineleisure's(outside) starbucks to talk even more hahas. Just how much we love talking ;D After talking we went window shopping in Cineleisure, it just sucks being broke.. Nice shops gives me motivation to save up so i can shop, eg. Jeffrey Campbells. Oh my love for the shoes there :'>
ANYWAY.
That's basically how i spent my day, it was a day well spent, everything was so impromptu, i love impromptu stuff :') Hopefully more dates like that with my favourite people! <3
Time to go, goodnight.
Oh and do you like my new header? Cause i love it, whether you like it or not :D
Hey there.
It's been a long long time since i got on here and did an actual blogpost~
I have no idea what makes me want to blog, but i guess it's just because i am bored and i couldn't sleep, so yeah, just thought maybe it would be nice to do a blogpost and talk to the computer since i have no one to talk to.
So it would be cray cray cray crazy to blog about what happen between the day i last blog until today, so i should just talk about random stuff i can think of and feel like talking about. ;)
So i'm having holidays now, graduated for the DPP progamme i talked about in my last blog post & preparing for the real shit starting from 8th April. All the projects, groupwork, presentation, homework, muggings are going to start, honestly, i am not even prepared, i am still in my holiday mood~ Need to give myself a headstart soon, can't possibly just snap back into being a student~
Not so looking forward to school starts, because all my bestest friends are mostly in the different course, even though it's still business, but lessons will be so different without them.. Making new friends is a definite must, but they will be my closes friends in ITE for sure, without them it;'s just incomplete~ So just to clarify who the them is:
Minus Naufal & Sandy(who is not in the picture) cause they are in the same course as me~
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yeah, so those are my favourite people that i would miss dearly after school starts.. Of course we will meet up and stuff, but it wont be the same as the DPP days anymore~ That's what i will miss the most.
Okay shall not get any more emotional~
Moving on.
30th March was the last day i was working at Bali Thai Tampines Mall, i've been working there for 4 months plus already.. Only reason i left was because my mum didnt allow me to continue working already, because school is starting and she wants me to focus on my studies.. No more other commitments~ Yeah, so it was quite sad to have to leave all the awesome peeps i met working there, they made working seems effortless for me because they are already there to push me on whenever i am tired or just no mood for anything. Their funniest bunch of grown ups i've known and i am so glad i met them, i will definitely go back and visit everyone whenever i can and hopefully go back there and work if i have holidays :)
Next.
Oh, also my bestest friends had a sleepover at my place and it was the best sleepover i ever had! But just cant reveal why here~ What i like the most is we can go back late and i still get to be with my besties! <3 It's so fun, we have to do it againnnn~ We also had class chalet, which i personally think was quite boring, except for late night talks and walks with peeps which is quite fun ;D Other than that, it's just plain scary, cause it's changi~ Shall not talk more about what happen~
Let me think what else.
Oh, had a family outing together, we went to stay at Festive Hotel in Resort World Sentosa & the best part is I GET TO GO TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS! It was so so fun! I love CYLON best! Only if im at the first row, cause sitting in the first row makes a huge difference, trust me! Anyway, i just wished i could go again! I would want to relive every moment that day in Universal Studios! :') Getting all hyped up in the middle of the night(4.03am)~
Okay if this continues, im going to be listing out ALL the things i've done~ I think i am done for now. This is such a random and messy blogpost, but whatever, at least i bother to do one :P So i hope you enjoyed reading as much as i did typing all this shit out ;D Love ya. Bye.
Haven't been blogging for 27 days. Whut even.. Laziness is so getting over me :/ Well, follow me on instagram if you want almost daily updates IN PICTURES hahas :)
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So for 27 days, many things happen and it would be too much to say in 1 blog post & i am too lazy to do a few blogpost for the past 27 days, so i am just going to do some sum up and post pictures! :D It's going to be a bit confusing cause it's going to be a bit of here and there :P
School started as you all know cause i blogged about it twice already
& it has been amazingly boring.. Some lessons are really boring but
some are amazingly fun :D So we had quite a few excursion and camp that
happened!
Some pictures first before i bore you with my words :P
SOOOOO, we had our first outing as a class, which is to Sembawang park for our math trail :) Boring as hell i swear, BSQ(my class) is just damn can't be bothered, we don't even want to win :/ But we manage survived!
Oh, just remembered, we have out first lesson on dance for this arts appreciation thing that is going on in the school, till now it is awsomeeeeeeeeeee! <3 We are dancing to Justin Bieber's Somebody To Love! ;)
RANDOM PICTURES TIME.
(Can't find a suitable place to put these pictures so~)
MOVING ON.
On the last day of January, Roxanne, Sandy, Adillah, Alvin & myself, we went to Faith's workplace for i don't know why hahas, we wanted to wait for her to end work cause we are very nice friends, so to kill time we went to walk around Gardens By The Bay. & i just realise i didn't tell you she is working in a ice cream shop in Gardens By The Bay :/ Anyway she is working there & so to kill more time, we went to the OCBC Skyway which was awesomeeeeeee! The view is incredible, i can see the whole Gardens by the Bay in one glance! But i hate how windy is it, my hair was flying everywhere, no decent shot at all :/
See what i mean, my hair is everywhere >< Anyway sorry for the bad quality pictures, using Galaxy S cause i lost my S2.. The camera(front camera especially) is like shit.. So bear with me~
Okay, also my family had super early reunion dinner at a restaurant in Chinatown, i guess it's because everyone, including myself is busy during New Year's Eve~
Took a few with my cousins, but the pictures are not with me :/ Totally forget to take pictures with other people :P Anyway reunion dinner's food was not bad ;)
*Trying to recall what comes after reunion dinner*
GOT IT!
4th Febuary was team bonding camp! Me and my classmates had been looking forward to this camp since we heard the news of it! & it was just pure FUN! I want to relive every moment of it man(except the trekking part)
For the camp we were split into 20 groups, a mixture of people from different school & courses.. At first i was very skeptical about it because i thought that i can only mix well with my classmates & it is going to be so much fun if we were all in the same group, but what surprised me was i had an awesome group! I love them so much & they are just so fun to be with, we clique the moment we knew we were in the same group :') Also we had a a small group of only 8 which makes things even easier! Other groups had 10 or more~ The camp was just awesome with them & my classmates of course! <3 Just how much i love my school & the people in it :')
(First picture taken before camp starts!)
VIKINGS IS THE NAME!
Favourite group shots of all <3
Went to Sentosa on the first day for amazing race! :')
Last day of camp ): I teared a little cause i will miss them so much & it is quite hard to bump to them in school cause the school is bloody big.. I don't even know they exist before this camp.. Get what i mean..
TEAM VIKINGS 19!
KING VIKING: ALVIN!
SYA!
AFAD!
IRFAN!
AMIRUL!
GUANG YANG!
EDWIN!
RUSSEL!
CLEMENT!
VIVIAN!
Some of the food we had for camp, not very nice though :/
Also, on the last day, i went home with many tattoos done by my beloved classmates~
For me, the best part of the camp was the finale night! We had performance from each group, BBQ & dancing! By dancing i meant hardcore clubbing kind! It was so damn fun, we didn't drink but we are damn 'drunk'! We just dance like there is no tomorrow! It was so much like clubbing, the music the dance and everything, i love it sooooo much! After the whole thing, i was drench in my sweat :P Gross but totally A plus fun! It's just unforgettable, best ITE memory ever! <3
Also, my group VIKINGS won 2nd place overall for this camp! Omg! I am so happy & proud of my group! I love them so F**KING much i can't even :')
So that basically marks the end of the awesome camp :') I wish we could have more camp like this ):
I LOVE YOU VIKINGS.
NEXT.
I forget when, but had reunion dinner with mummy alone at home, we had mini steamboat which was pretty cool & we were watching Zombieland hahas.
NEXT. NEXT.
Well then just the day before, went to work as usual, but had a mini Bali Thai reunion dinner hahas, food was good hahas. Then right after, watched midnight movie with le girls~ Ziela, Hana & Arme ;) We watched Ah Boys To Men 2 & laugh like hell, i can't even :P
They are all my dearest working friends hahas! <3
After the movie, we had a hard time looking for a cab.. Since it is New Year's eve.. But we manage to get home eventually, so i guess it's fine :D
NEXT. NEXT. NEXT.
Of course the next day is CHINESE NEW YEAR. This year it wasn't as rush, cause had to wait for my sissy to do her visiting at her husband's side first before doing her side, so we only left home at 3 plus~
Outfit for chinese new year :)
Then of course we went for visiting lastly to my grandma's place for dinner & stuff, i was so tired already i fell asleep~ That's it for CNY i guess :)
FINALLY DONE UPDATING YOU ALL AFTER NOT DOING SO FOR 27 DAYS~
Got to go prepare for work already, starting at 6, so not cool.
