Thursday, 22 November 2012

I wanna be the reason behind your smile, because you surely are the reason behind mine.

Omg. Insomnia for the past few nights. Actually it's been going on for a long time but this few days/from last week it got worst.. I can go to bed at like 5pm+.. I am just not even tired.. Haven't been blogging for 5 days, so i thought i should do one now, since i can't go to bed. 

Time Checked: 3:08am.

I honestly don't know what this blog post is going to be about, i guess I am going to talk about the most random things & also about my phone incident, which i think i need to rant a bit. 

1) I had diarrhea like 30mins ago. I went to the toilet like 4 times to get my asdfghjkl stomach cleared. Omg it was hell lot of pain to bear. The annoying thing is it just keeps making me feel that i am done clearing my stomach, but the next moment it hurts like shit again & the cycles goes on. Until the 4th/last time, i cleared everything & i feel so so much better. My face was literally PALE when i went in the 2nd time. The pain is intolerable i pinched my thighs so i could the divert the pain a bit. Glad it's all over.

2) All i've been doing when I can't sleep is watch youtube videos. I think i have an infinity list of youtube vidoes to watch, i guess that is what that keeps me awake. A few of the channels i am 'chasing' are:

 

missglamorazzi

FleurDeForce

NikkiPhillippiTake2

sammydavisvintage

clothesencounters

foodwishes

Jim Chapman 

JoeyGraceffa 

Luke 

JennaMarbles 

kevjumba 

nigahiga 

smosh

 

These are the few that i will frequently go to their channel and look for new videos, i also watch many random videos that are somehow linked to a certain video, but I don't subscribe unless i really love it :) At this very moment, I am actually watching this:

 

 

Click on the channels & check out, who know you might like it :) I get a lot of my inspiration of how i should wear things, get things or how to do my hair & all from youtube videos. Youtube is like a video wikipedia, what i call it, it helps a lot, like A LOT!  

3)  I've been reading a lot of tweets from PRECIOUS POST. I sort of able to relate to many of their quotes & all. Also a few of my blog titles are from there. I can just sit down and keep scrolling their tweets, i think i really have no life. Go check that account out, you won't regret it <3

 

4)  I've been really 'mixed emotion' lately. Especially angsty/sad since yesterday. It's just a lot of different emotions in me & sometimes i don't know how to cooperate with my body.. Like don't know what it wants me to feel at that exact moment, because i might be feeling really angry, but my mind tells me that i should laugh/show that i am happy. Like dahell?! Can you make up your mind whether you want me to feel angry of happy.. I think my body don't really work together.. It's just weird & i don't like it. 

 

I've no idea why i am being so random on the topics to talk about :/ I am just blogging for the sake of it, i am just bored & having 'sleeping disorder'! Urgh. 

If you don't follow me on Twitter(if you haven't you should!) you most probably don't know what happen 2 days ago, so i'm just going to blog about it & rant a bit. If you can't stand rants then just 'x' away at the top right hand corner of you screen k. 

 

So 2 days ago, which is 21.11.12(Wednesday). I was suppose to report for my first day of work, 10.30am  at Cold Stone, if you have no idea what is Cold Stone, google it before continue reading. BUT i woke up late, around 10.15am or so. Of course i was thinking if i should just say I can't go or something, but i decided not to since it's just the first day & if i just call them and say I can't i most probably will get fired. So i just threw on a sloppy tribal top & denim highwaist, grab my usual bag, threw in my khaki shorts(for work), my phone, wallet, comb, ear piece, spare batteries etc. & tied my entire hair up with a hairband to secure my fringe, BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO BATH & MY HAIR LOOKS DAMN BAD. I just left home like that. I can't believe it. I look like a piece of shit. Guess where i was heading to, TOWN, freaking TOWN okay. I wore like i was going to a market or something. Urgh. I knew i was going to be damn late if i take the train, so i cabbed down instead. I swear i waited for almost 20mins before a NOT HIRED cab appeared.. Forget it. I reached town area & the uncle decides to drop me off at Cineleisure when i obviously said ORCHARD freaking CENTRAL. I don't know if he just don't know where it is or just trying to avoid the traffic.. Anyway, so i had to walk all the way from Cineleisure to Orchard Central. It was not that far, but the fact that i am already going to be late for work(i was already late though) & i still have to walk.. Then what is the purpose of taking cab? Seriously man. Okay, this is not the part that pissed me off the most. When i step into Cold Stone, I told the manage that i was here to start my first day of work & she gave me the completely blur look, then she went to check for my details on the employee's book. Here is the part. She said that before i start work, i have to go for a course first, training course. After the course i will get a certificate, then i can start work. I was like giving the 'why-didn't-you-tell-me-earlier' face. Only until i reach here early in the morning then you tell me. Which means I can't work on that day at all.. So after rushing and wasting money on cab i was told that I can't work! OH MY GOD. My blood was like freaking boiling already. All I did that day(supposedly my first day of work) in the shop, was to hear her talk about the course, how i cannot start work today & fill up a form for the course. I brought my khaki shorts for what?! Thank god i didn't put it on before i reach there. Will be damn embarrassing, like you go there to want to start work, but 'got chased home' instead.. After all the procedures was done in the shop, i 'stomped' off. I was so angry, i couldn't stop mumbling to myself & clinch my first. I swear if anybody that comes infront of me & piss me off again, i will throw my fist at the person's face. #nojoke. So i left Cold Stone & went to Cineleisure(again). I started to shop because it helps me calm down a bit. I totally splurge on accessories the whole time. BEADSTREET of course, cheap and trendy. I stayed in the shop for over 30mins, shopping for stuff, actually it's more of deciding which colour of that item i should get :/ but seriously who cares if i waste so much time there, i have nothing to do at all. Here are the few items i got:

 

Big ass earring.($0.90)

 Spiky bracelet. ($1.20)

 Sorry for the blur, my camera suck balls. // Flower ear studs ($0.90)

 Sorry for the blur, my camera suck balls. // Black ear studs ($0.90)

 Pastel purple & Matt White nail polish. (Buy 1 free 1 // $2.50)
 
  HOW THE COLOURS LOOKS LIKE!! I REALLY LOVE THE PASTEL PURPLE, I PAINT THEM ON MY TOES ALREADY! <3





So those are basically what i bought, not much, but as long as i have new things i feel better. So at that time i was also tweeting how frustrated i am and then i came across Apple's tweet, so i asked her if she is working, so i can look for her since i have nothing to do. She works at Takashimaya & it's quite near. Anyway she said she was working, so i went to look for her at her workplace. I stayed and ate Gelato to wait for her to end work. I am such a nice friend. Waited for almost 1hour 30mins then she knocked off. We went to the toilet & wanted to prepare to leave already, but the unexpected happen. I can only say, that day was really not my day. I am pissed to the maximum already & also sad. But more of anger. 

 -END OF PART I-

I am getting pretty tired already, so i am going to continue the second part in another blogpost, when i am still having sleeping disorder. 

Time Checked: 5.03am

I actually took almost 2 hours to do this post :/ Goodnight/morning everyone. Talk to you guys soon. Bye.


Thank you for reading, lots of love from Sally xx

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